in about 24 hours, i'll be on my way to toasting to my 21st. i never thought i'd have to put this much planning and effort into something that would fall through at the whim of some LA club promoters, but here i am. maybe i should try my hand at being a planner...
friday: detroit bar in costa mesa
saturday: tentation in newport
sunday: LAX in LA
happy thanksgiving!
it's on.
Thursday, November 27, 2008
Thursday, November 20, 2008
senior year sucks
i can't write to save my life.
i honestly think if gary and amy weren't texting me periodically to see if i was still alive, i wouldn't feel the obligation to be so i could reply. because...
this research paper is killing me. i've been sitting here for four hours, trying to get my words out, and it's as if i never started in the first place. it's taken me so much to force myself to focus, and yet nothing is being produced. i have all the research done, i have the themes, i have an idea of what i need to write, and yet... nothing. it doesn't help that i'm starving but can't leave because I'VE GOT NOTHING DONE. but at least now i know if the words won't come, the tears will. which goes along with my last post about being human after all!
i honestly think if gary and amy weren't texting me periodically to see if i was still alive, i wouldn't feel the obligation to be so i could reply. because...
this research paper is killing me. i've been sitting here for four hours, trying to get my words out, and it's as if i never started in the first place. it's taken me so much to force myself to focus, and yet nothing is being produced. i have all the research done, i have the themes, i have an idea of what i need to write, and yet... nothing. it doesn't help that i'm starving but can't leave because I'VE GOT NOTHING DONE. but at least now i know if the words won't come, the tears will. which goes along with my last post about being human after all!
Tuesday, November 18, 2008
human after all
- severe case of senioritis
- so much love in my life
- twilight midnight premiere on thursday
- thanksgiving in 9 days
- 10.5 days till i'm 21 (you'll be hearing from me)
- a month till winter break (crossing my fingers for holiday travels with gary and the girls)
- a month and a week till christmas
- a month and a half till new year's (everyone come to san diego!) and new possibilities
my head is going to explode.
- so much love in my life
- twilight midnight premiere on thursday
- thanksgiving in 9 days
- 10.5 days till i'm 21 (you'll be hearing from me)
- a month till winter break (crossing my fingers for holiday travels with gary and the girls)
- a month and a week till christmas
- a month and a half till new year's (everyone come to san diego!) and new possibilities
my head is going to explode.
Sunday, November 9, 2008
20 days!
...till i'm 21, and my imagination is running wild.
in other news, this quarter makes me want to drop out of school. i just had a mini nervous breakdown during a rare appearance at dinner with my parents, and i think it's safe to say they probably wished they never asked how i was doing.
and for something completely unrelated and possibly so irrelevant that no one will (want to or be able to) share my joy, i saw brian from the pick-up artist 2 at moscow last wednesday!
back to wondering why a classmate's email has yet to make it to my inbox. OF COURSE teh int3rw3b should fail me when i need it the most.
in other news, this quarter makes me want to drop out of school. i just had a mini nervous breakdown during a rare appearance at dinner with my parents, and i think it's safe to say they probably wished they never asked how i was doing.
and for something completely unrelated and possibly so irrelevant that no one will (want to or be able to) share my joy, i saw brian from the pick-up artist 2 at moscow last wednesday!
back to wondering why a classmate's email has yet to make it to my inbox. OF COURSE teh int3rw3b should fail me when i need it the most.
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