imarobot (not)

you have more than enough reason to make fun of me now, melissa.

this weather is really doing a number on my lungs. i feel like an 80 year-old woman with a fur allergy and 15 cats.

the only thing i'm grateful for is it reminds me of fall (i thought that's what this was) and the holiday season but in two days, the temp will be in the 80s. in true orange county fashion.

i just realized i was dreaming about where to go to eat on my break at 830pm on a sunday night at work in the blustery rain and bitter cold wind. then something about a breakfast burrito. man, i wanna get nick's so bad right now.

RIP

2005-2008
yesterday, while listening to the mstrkrft remix of usher's "love in this club" (it is the only redeeming version of the song, i promise), there was a moment when i heard nothing. i looked down and instead of seeing song information, there was a sad, sad mac icon. when i tried to turn it back on, i could hear and feel the hard drive spinning hard for its life. the scratching tipped me off that it was a lost cause. so in a bittersweet rage, i went and picked up one of these babies:

120 gb. as much space as my laptop. who in the world needs that much?! oh well. now i can put on every song i own, a bunch of movies and as many television shows as i desire. the freedom feels nice. being out a somewhat large amount of $ to be unnecessarily spent, not so much.

damnit, apple. you've done it again.

i sure do love these bizzles of mine

and there goes one of the scariest weeks of my life. thank god it's over. really, i did. then delirium set in and monday became 10x better with all the weight off my shoulders. but that wasn't enough!

day: there was a golden lab and a little jack russell terrier playing with each other in the park while i laid in the grass, talking to amy on the phone during our two-hour break.
afternoon: i decided to get in n out for the first time in months and went to kelsey's to see her and amy for the first time since thursday.
night: gary and i watched the angels vs. red sox game (sorry, LAAoA) and the lives of others (recommended) and filled in the details of the last four days (2x the avg).

i'm so excited for the next few days/weeks/months. but so exhausted from the lack of actual sleep that my body is physically asleep but i'm still awake.

sudden realization: i can't even pretend to be cynical anymore; it no longer comes naturally. i almost have to force it. holy crap! who am i?

oh i also just spent the last 3 hours writing reviews on yelp. who's on it?! be my friend! i think i have cabin fever because i've been sitting on this chair in my room for almost 6 hours, listening to the mstrkrft remix of usher's love in this club for a good portion of it. oh crap.