NEVER AGAIN

from here on out, i promise to never wait until the last minute to write a (research) paper ever again (in my undergrad life).

i have gone from eating popsicles to drinking water to pacing from the kitchen to my room v.v. to trying to nap only for that to result in merely lying down and closing my eyes for 20 minutes telling myself to 'stop thinking and just sleep... SLEEP!' to thinking about the consequences of not writing the paper to figuring out that it's worth 50% of my grade to trying to figure out how to write it in the first place and now this.

if i had the choice, i would gladly take five tests in place of writing one paper, because i can't think of anything in the world that i am worse at and raises my anxiety level to an all-time high, every time. i also can't think of anything i hate worse, other than waiting on people, flakiness and pathological liars. but that's another story for a time when my brain can actually focus. or maybe not at all because it really boils my blood, and if there's anything i don't need, it's scalding hot blood.

o hay

BIG NEWS:
- my cough is gone! (sort of)

MOVIES TO SEE:
- indiana jones
- the strangers
- funny games
- the happening
- satc

THINGS TO BUY:
- virgin america plane tickets
- mercier kilo tt

SUMMER PLANS + BIG DATES:
mom's homecoming: june 4 (or something)
end of finals: june 9
DC: june 24 - june 28
NY: june 28 - july 2
HB 4th of july: july 4
LA HARD fest: july 19
chromeo: july 30
bon iver: august 25

WHERE IS
- my tax relief check?
- my phone rebate?
- my mind? (ref.)

i repeat: does anyone want to go to chicago for lollapalooza august 1-3?